Abusers can make you feel like you are the one that is crazy. They are manipulative and have the ability to somehow turn everything around and try to make it seem like it is your fault instead of theirs. You feel like you are walking on eggshells all the time because you’re not sure what might set them off. They make you the problem. They can’t take responsibility for their own actions so they shift the blame on to you.
As hard as it might be, keep remembering that you are not crazy. This is not your fault. And you deserve better.